In 1986, I visited Swami Satchidananda's yoga ashram in West Virginia for the
opening ceremony of the Lotus Shrine, a beautiful ecumenical pavilion. They
had a dedication ceremony and had invited many teachers. All the teachers were
asked to give a short talk and do some chanting from their tradition. I talked
to them about how every day we breathe in air, breathe out air. We breathe in
and breathe out all the time but we never pay for this most vital of our needs.
The sun shines every day and nourishes our bodies with sunlight and energy for
all things to grow. We live on this earth and use its resources, but we don't
pay any money to the air or the sun or the earth.
Our body is made up of four elements: earth, air, fire, and water. Everything
we eat or use is also made of these four elements. So these four elements are
us and we are these four elements. This means we are the universe and the universe
is us. But how do you show your gratitude to the universe? If you understand
that, you understand your correct job as a human being. A human being's correct
job is to make harmony with everything in the universe - with the sky, with
the tree, with the dog, with the cat, with everything. If you have this harmony
mind, you cannot kill an animal or kill a tree. That's the correct idea. This
correct idea appears when you put down your opinion, condition, situation and
moment to moment keep correct function, correct situation, correct relationship.
Then you and the four elements become one.
After the talk, we tried the Om Mani Padme Hum chanting. In the middle of the
Thousand Eyes and Hands Sutra, we have this mantra: Om Mani Padme Hum. These
four words mean the four elements of earth, air, fire, and water. If you try
this chanting, then taking away your opinion, your condition, your situation
is very easy. You become one mind; you and the universe are never separate.
You return to your original nature.
In Korea, there is a school of Buddhism called Jing Gak Jong. Their mantra is
Om Mani Padme Hum and they chant it all day long. It's the same style as the
Kwan Seum Bosal chanting that we do in our school. Om Mani Padme Hum means Kwan
Seum Bosal. They both mean original mind. Also, Om Mani Padme Hum means eyes,
ears, nose, tongue, body, mind.
In India, Om is a sacred sound, sacred mantra. The whole universe begins with
Om. In our Thousand Eyes and Hands Sutra, we have another mantra: Om Nam. Om
Nam means cleaning our minds, cleaning this world. If you use something, it
becomes dirty and then you need to clean it, like your clothes or your body.
When you use earth, air, fire, and water - the four elements and the universe
- without giving anything back, your mind becomes dirty. So we use Om Nam to
clean our minds.
If you try Om Nam or Om Mani Padme Hum forty-nine times in the morning and evening,
then everything becomes clean: your stomach, your head, your job, your house,
your universe. Why forty-nine times? In the Oriental belief system, seven is
a holy number. Seven times seven is forty-nine, so we try a forty-nine day kido
or forty-nine day ceremony after someone dies.
If you try mantra practice, your mind will become quiet. But if you become attached
to this quiet, then you have a problem. Another time, many years ago, I went
to Swami Satchidananda's ashram. They do a lot of very wonderful chanting. It's
like samadhi; people close their eyes and feel very peaceful and almost sleepy.
I gave a talk and shouted KATZ! Everybody was very surprised. Brother David
(Steindl-Rast, an eminent Benedictine monk) was sitting next to me and he said,
"Soen Sa Nim, everybody was surprised. They woke up." I said, "Not
wake up. Everybody got enlightenment!"
I explained that if you only stay in your mantra, you enter nirvana. But, if
you only stay in nirvana, you cannot save all beings. Wake up means entering
anuttara samyak sambodhi. So "KATZ!" is not "KATZ!"; it
is anuttara samyak sambodhi. So this time when I went again to Swami Satchidananda's
place, he saw me and said, "KATZ!" I also said, "KATZ!"
Then everybody laughed.
So our direction means, how do you make your center strong? You must decide
for yourself what kind of practice you want to do everyday. Once you decide
something, you must do it, and do it at the same time every day. If you have
a special situation such as a guest coming and you cannot do your practice at
your decided time, then doing it some other time is okay. But if nothing is
happening and your lazy mind appears and you don't do your practice, then your
center will not become strong. When you stay at a Zen center or go to a Zen
center, you do together action with other people: chanting time, chant; sitting
time, sit; bowing time, bow. Doing together action will take away your karma.
It will help you let go of your opinions, conditions, and situations. Doing
together action will help your lazy mind disappear.
Sometimes your "don't like" mind gets very strong. But like/dislike
doesn't matter. If you continue to practice, like/dislike mind will become weaker
and weaker. Making this mind completely disappear is very important. Why? Strong
like/dislike mind means your direction is not clear. Then your practice is "only
for me" - I like that, I don't like that. But if your direction is clear,
you understand that your practice is only for other people. With that mind,
any kind of situation is no problem. You only practice. That's a very important
point.
There is a story that illustrates this. It is about my teacher, Zen Master Ko
Bong. He didn't like chanting; he only liked to sit. One time he was staying
in a small temple in the mountains. The abbot of the temple had to go away for
a few days. While he was gone, a woman came up to the temple with rice and other
food. She asked my teacher to do a ceremony for her. Without hesitation, Ko
Bong Sunim said, "Okay, okay," even though he didn't know the ceremony
chanting.
The woman washed the fruit and cooked the rice and put everything on the altar.
Then Ko Bong Sunim picked up the moktak and did some strong chanting. But this
chanting was not Buddhist chanting; it was Taoist chanting. He had studied Taoism,
so he knew one Taoist sutra. He chanted for one hour. The woman was very happy
and said to him, "Thank you very much."
On her way down the mountain, the woman met the abbot of the temple. She explained
to him how Ko Bong Sunim had done the ceremony for her. The abbot was very surprised.
He said, "But he doesn't know any chanting!" The woman responded,
"No, no, he did some fine chanting. I understand this kind of chanting."
This woman had been a nun and she understood that what Ko Bong Sunim had chanted
was not Buddhist chanting, but she was impressed by his try mind, his only do
it mind.
When the abbot came up to the temple, he said to Ko Bong Sunim, "I met
a woman who told me you did a ceremony for her." "Yeah, no problem."
"But what kind of chanting did you do? You don't know any ceremony chanting!,"
the Abbot said. Ko Bong Sunim said, "Oh, I did some Taoist chanting."
They both burst out laughing.
This is a story about only do it mind. When you just do it, there is only one
mind. That mind is very important. It doesn't matter whether you do Buddhist
chanting or Christian chanting or chant "Coca-Cola." In one mind there
is no subject, no object, no inside, no outside. Inside and outside have become
one. Then you connect with everything. You can connect with God, with Buddha,
with a dog, with a cat, with a tree, with the sky, with everything. One mind
means becoming completely still.
So when you try Om Nam or Om Mani Padme Hum or Kwan Seum Bosal or any mantra,
just do it. Then your opinion, your condition, and your situation will disappear.
If you come to a Zen center, then waking up, together bowing, together chanting,
together sitting, together eating becomes very easy. Then just doing it is very
easy, because it's together action. In the beginning, you will have strong like/dislike
mind: "I don't like Zen center food," "I don't like bowing,"
but if you do together action, then slowly, slowly this mind disappears. Then
you can control your feelings, your condition, your situation. Then you can
believe in yourself one hundred percent.
There is no life, no death; no coming, no going; no time, no space. You make
time, so time controls you; you make space, so space controls you. But if your
practice is strong, you can use time, you can use space. Then moment to moment
you can do anything. Then you see clearly, hear clearly, act clearly. If somebody
is hungry, give them food. It's not good or bad; it's only bodhisattva mind.
But if you have this kind of mind, "Ah, I have done bodhisattva action
for this person," then that's a big mistake.
One time, my great-grand teacher, Zen Master Kyong Ho, was walking with his
student Yong Song Sunim, who was to become a famous Zen Master in Korea. Kyong
Ho Sunim was a person of wide mind and wide actions. Yong Song Sunim was a person
of kind mind and kind actions. As they were walking, they saw a group of children
who had captured some frogs and were torturing them. So Yong Song Sunim offered
some money to the children and bought the frogs from them. Then he put them
back in the pond.
They started walking again. Then Yong Song Sunim said, "Today I brought
free life to many frogs. That certainly is good karma for me and for the frogs."
Immediately Kyong Ho Sunim said, "That's wonderful action, but you will
go to hell!"
Yong Song Sunim was very surprised, "You said it's wonderful action. But
why do you say I will go to hell?" "The frog are free but you will
go to hell," said Kyong Ho Sunim. Yong Song Sunim begged him to explain.
Kyong Ho Sunim said, "You keep saying 'I' brought free life to the frogs;
this 'I' will go to hell." Then Yong Song Sunim understood and bowed to
him.
Therefore, anytime you have "I," you have a problem. Our teaching
is only do it. Don't make I. When you do a good action, it's not "I make
good action"; it's your original job as a human being. It's your payment
to the four elements, to the sun, the moon, the stars, the universe. A helping
action is not good, not bad. Nature does its job without making good or bad.
Water is flowing; is that good or bad? Sky is blue, tree is green; is that good
or bad?
Don't make anything. Just do it.