Please listen to the teachings having generated the altruistic mind of bodhicitta:
the wish to attain full enlightenment for the benefit of all sentient beings.
Now we are at the stage of the path. There are two aspects to the path: absolute
bodhicitta and relative bodhicitta. Within relative bodhicitta there are the
two aspects of bodhicitta of aspiration and bodhicitta of application. Now we
will study the aspect of bodhicitta of aspiration. In relation to this, there
is what is called the four boundlessnesses: boundless love, boundless compassion,
boundless joy, and boundless equanimity.
We will start with love or loving kindness. In this context, we talk about the
essence of love, the function of love and the immeasurability of love or the
boundlessness of love. What is the essence of love? The essence of love is that
type of aspiration or wish that one's self and all other beings may find happiness
and the causes of happiness. However, without the experience of joy or well
being, there cannot be an experience of love, and without this there cannot
be the action or function of love. Then, also, there is no boundlessness to
love. So, we have to start with the experience of well being.
We have to feel well being or happiness. We have to experience it in our bodies,
in our minds, in our perceptions. As we come close to Buddha nature, there is
that sense of well being, of natural happiness, which is not related to an object
that produces it. It is not dependent on causes or conditions. It's not some
kind of intoxication. It's just a very simple sense of well being. Once we identify
it because we have experienced it, we can wish to attain this happiness for
ourselves and also for all other beings.
For this basic love, or basic loving kindness to be experienced, we should avoid
that which goes against it, and we should try to attain the conditions that
may enhance it. So, the conditions that go against this are very much related
with feelings or sensations. Within Buddhism we talk about the five aggregates
or skandhas. These are the aggregates of form, of feelings or sensation, of
evaluation, of impulse, and finally of consciousness. Love is a feeling, and
as a feeling is connected with the aggregate of feeling, which according to
the Vajrayana system is connected to the subtle body. This subtle body is composed
of the tsa, lung, and tigle, the channels, energies, and seeds of energy. Tsa
in Tibetan is called nadi in Sanskrit and translates into English as channels.
The Tibetan word lung is prana in Sanskrit and translates as energies or winds
in English. Tigle is bindu in Sanskrit or "seeds of energy" in English.
Within the subtle body there are different levels of subtlety. The channels
are kind of gross, the energies are more subtle, and finally the seeds of energy
are more subtle again.
According to the Vajrayana, properly functioning tigle (seeds of energy), which
are not dried up, are the basis for love, for happiness, for compassion, and
for bodhicitta. When the subtle body is in balance, the energy circulates properly
through the channels, and the tigle, the seeds of energy, are circulated along
with the energy throughout the body. Since the mind rides on these energies,
if the tigle are not dried up but circulating throughout the body, the mind
has the basis to experience well being and happiness.
Due to our modern lifestyles, our subtle body is usually quite disturbed, as
it is very much subjected to situations of hope and fear, which result in some
imbalances in the subtle body. Actually, when children are born, if there is
no strong karma or no genetic problem, usually they are quite healthy, but as
they grow, children become more influenced by the different thoughts and concepts
that start to proliferate within their minds. Situations start to happen in
which there is lot of hope and fear, particularly fear. Due to this fear the
subtle body becomes disturbed. The energies start to circulate when they should
not circulate. Sometimes the energies are blocked, sometimes they go in the
wrong direction and at a physical or energetic level they start to speed up.
When there is speed or the energies are blocked in many places, the tigle are
not spread throughout the body and are not moving with the full sensation of
the subtle body. They are stuck in one place and don't move around. The tigle
then start to diminish. When they diminish or dry up, our minds start to feel
a sense of depression. Everything is a little bit gray, we're easily scared.
It's like the opposite of courage and the opposite of bodhicitta. We become
chicken-hearted. This is not a completely mental problem; it's connected to
the constitution. As far as I understand, a lot of modern problems are connected
to this area. I think depression is somewhere here and unhappiness and anxiety.
What we have to do is to revive the tigle. There are many methods to do this.
One is through intellectual conviction. For example, maybe you are feeling a
little bit down, but deep down in your mind you trust the Dharma and the blessings
of your teacher and the lineage teachers. You still feel a little bit lousy,
but your conceptual belief is quite strong. With this you make supplications
to the teachers and receive their spiritual influence. These blessings affect
the state of your subtle body. The result of this is you start to experience
well being. The four empowerments are also connected to this approach. When
you feel a lot of trust in your teacher and you receive the empowerments of
enlightened body, enlightened speech, enlightened mind, and the wisdom empowerment,
this also influences and improves your constitution. Another method is practicing
the Six Yogas of Naropa and there are many, many other methods.
The main method we are going to focus on here is the practice of meditation,
the state of samadhi. Through practicing shamatha and vipassana, we revive the
state of the tigle, and we start to generate the experience of well being or
happiness. In the beginning, it's difficult to address the tigle directly, so
we start by working with our minds, which are usually full of thoughts of all
kinds. When there are a lot of thoughts that also can dry up the strength of
the tigle. Therefore, through the practice of the four applications of mindfulness,
we train our minds to calm down and to become more relaxed and to remain still.
This automatically rejuvenates the tigle, which results in turn in the experience
of well being.
The four mindfulnesses are mindfulness of the body, mindfulness of sensation,
mindfulness of the mind, and mindfulness of meditation. Basically, they are
four forms of shamatha applied to four different objects: our bodies, our sensations,
our mind, and our meditation practice. Of these four, the most important here
is mindfulness of the meditation state. Through this our minds find a state
of calmness, stillness, and openness, within which that experience of well being,
which is the basis of genuine love, starts to happen. However, for mindfulness
of the meditation state to be properly developed, we have to depend on the first
three.
Mindfulness of the body basically means our minds do not follow thoughts of
the past or anticipate thoughts of the future. The mind rests in the present
moment without getting involved in all the thoughts of hope and fear related
to the present moment. It just rests within the body, with a sense of mind and
body being inseparable. It is said that the body rests on the meditation cushion
and the mind rests on the body.
Mindfulness of sensations or feelings depends on the energies within the subtle
body. When we practice mindfulness of sensations or feelings, we have to somehow
deal with those energies. In this case, it's quite applicable to do a practice
called jam lung, which is soft breathing; it's also a practice of the subtle
body. Speed is produced in our constitution at the energetic level. It results
in an experience in our minds of worries, anxiety and so forth. Speed itself
can go in a positive way or a negative way, but usually it drives our minds
in a negative way. This affects our whole system and when this energy comes
into the heart, people can become quite depressed.
The practice of jam lung is very simple, there are three aspects: consciousness,
the speedy energy, and the breath. First we relax and take a long in-breath.
The body rests loose and then in that state we breathe out very slowly and long,
and again breathe in very slowly and long. While breathing in that way, the
mind is examining where the speed is. We find the points where there is tension
and tightness, as that is the speed. The moment the mind notices where speed
is, it's already making a relationship with that speed. We recognize the speed
energy and by recognizing it we are uniting with it at the level of consciousness.
Then, with the breath we bring it down below the navel. It is very important
that there is collaboration between the mind and the speedy energy. Otherwise
we might do the whole exercise of bringing the breathing below the navel, but
our minds continue to be speedy. In the beginning we need to rely on the breathing,
but at some point, once we've become quite proficient at this, just by mere
attention we can bring down the speed down below the navel. In post meditation
it is good to keep about 10% of the energy below the navel. We breathe normally,
our minds function normally, and we can get on with whatever we're doing but
about 10% of the energy remains below the navel due to a slight muscle pressure.
This helps to keep the energy down and enables us to function well in the world.
The third application of mindfulness is mindfulness of the mind. Our attention
is focused directly on the mind: where does it arise from, where does it stay,
where does it disappear to. We observe the mind and through mindfulness and
knowing bring it to a state of stillness, just by being aware of whatever happens
in the mind and recognizing it as such. From that state of stillness, which
is the state of shamatha, the fourth application of mindfulness, which is the
mindfulness of the meditative state, starts to arise. From there, we can enter
the true nature of reality, that state of emptiness which is beyond all kinds
of conceptual limitations. This is vipassana. On the basis of the fourth mindfulness,
we reach a state of calmness and a natural state of well being starts to arise.
Through the practice of the four mindfulnesses, we become mindful of our body,
our feelings and our mental processes. Through these practices we find a state
of harmony between the body, the energy, the consciousness, and the feelings.
We find there is no more conflict between all these and all our misunderstandings
about them are cleared up. We reach a state of calmness and stillness of mind
where a natural feeling of well being arises, which is the essence of unconditional
love. Once we have found this unconditional love, we have to nurture it and
extend it. There is no use finding this and keeping it for ourselves. We have
to extend this love. This is the function of love.
Genuine, unconditional love forms the basis for experiencing and developing
immeasurable compassion, joy, and equanimity. Though the four immeasurables
are explained separately, in our experience they arise interconnectedly. For
instance, when we experience this unconditional love, we have a sense of joy
and appreciation. At the same time, we realize all other beings have not found
this type of unconditional love, and they are still tormented by all types of
suffering. Within our experience the feeling of compassion arises, the feeling
of 'Oh how great it would be if all other beings were free from their suffering
and the causes that result in the suffering.' At the same time we start to experience
great joy and also equanimity as we are not making any partial distinctions.
As we practice, all four of the immeasurables start to come to one point. The
starting point is to first develop and experience that genuine unconditional
love.
So, the main point is to try to find that state of basic unconditional love
or well being, which is not a thought, not a mood, not an emotion. It is that
state of love or well being which does not fall into desire, attachment, or
lust; it is an experience of well being beyond any of these extremes. It is
a basic flow of well being on top of which thoughts or moods may arise, but
they do not affect the continuity of that well being. Find that and rest with
that, and when thoughts and moods come, welcome them but don't change the basic
flow. This is the practice. When that well being starts to remain and be sustained,
it's possible to experience love and loving-kindness and all the different qualities
that come with it.