The Discourses by Achaan Chah
of Thailand
A few years ago I published a synopsis of the discourses
of Achaan Chah titled 'Just let it be". Readers have requested it. A slightly
revised edition is given below with the permission of the authors of "A Still
Forest Pool", The Insight Meditation of Achaan Chah by Jack Kornfield and
Paul Breiter, USA, 1985.
JUST LET IT BE
I want to share with persons
who may not have the opportunity to learn, study and practice the teaching of
the late Achaan Chah of Thailand, regarded as a monk who attained nirvana. He
was a world renowned Master of meditation and his discourses have been translated
into English in the book "A Still Forest Pool" by the American meditation
Master Jack Kornfield & Paul Breiter. I have taken excerpts from it, selecting,
highlighting and re-arranging, to bring out the central theme of his teaching,
arising from his own experience: just let it be.
Let us talk about the difference
between studying Dhamma and applying them in practice. True Dhamma study has only
one purpose - to find a way out of the unsatisfactoriness of our lives. Our suffering
has causes for its arising and a place to abide. Therefore the Buddha taught us
to contemplate the movements of the mind. Watching the mind move, we can see its
basic characteristics: endless change, unsatisfactoriness, and emptiness. This
is the process of Dependent Origination. But when the process is actually occurring
within us, those who have only read about it cannot follow fast enough. Like a
fruit falling from a tree, each link in the chain falls so fast that such people
cannot tell what branches it has passed. Study does not tell you that this is
the experience of ignorance arising, this is how volition feels. When you let
go of a tree limb and fall to the ground you just hit the ground and experience
the pain. No book can describe that.
The Buddha did not want us to become attached
to words. He just wanted us to see that all is impermanent, unsatisfactory, empty
of self. He taught only to let go. Just let them be, the good as well as the bad.
The Buddha said simply, "Give them up". But for us, it is necessary
to study our own minds to know how it is possible to give them up. We can discover
this through meditation. Meditation is like a single log of wood. Insight and
investigation are at one end of the log; calm and concentration are at the other
end. If you lift up the whole log, both sides come up at once. Which is concentration
and which is insight? Just this mind. Such terms are only conventions for teaching.
We should not be attached to the language. The only source of true knowledge is
to see what is within ourselves. Therefore, develop samadhi and vipassana, calm
and insight; learn to make them arise in your mind and really use them. Otherwise,
you will know only the words of Buddhism.
I did not practice using textbook
terms; I just looked at this one who knows. If it hates someone, question why?
If it loves someone, question why? Probing all arising back to its origin, you
can solve the problem of clinging and hating and get them to leave you alone.
Everything comes back to and arises from the one who knows. But repeated practice
is crucial. If someone curses us and we have no feelings of self, the incident
ends with the spoken words, and we do not suffer. If we do not stand in the line
of fire, we do not get shot.
Move gracefully through the world not caught in
evaluating each event, not discriminating, not thinking what it should be. Be
aware of things just as they are. Do not put a mental construction on them. You
will be a different person. Why not try it? Many people who have studied on a
university level and attained graduate degrees and worldly success find that their
lives are still lacking. The vulture flies high, but what does it feed on?
Dhamma
is understanding that goes beyond the conditioned, compounded, limited understanding
of worldly science. Progress in worldly wisdom can cause deterioration in religion
and moral values. It is necessary to teach the basics first - basic morality,
seeing the transitoriness of life, the facts of aging and death. Of course, the
Dhamma books are correct, but they are not right. They cannot give you right understanding.
To see the word hatred in print is not the same as experiencing anger. Only experiencing
for yourself can give you true faith.
There are two kinds of faith. One is
a kind of blind trust in the Buddha, the teachings, the master, which often leads
to begin practice or to ordain. The second is true faith - certain, unshakable
- which arises from knowing within oneself. Seeing clearly all things within oneself
makes it possible to put an end to doubt, to attain this certainty in one's practice.
You must go beyond all words, all symbols, all plans for your practice. If you
do not turn inward, you will never know reality. Do not hold on to anything. Just
observe things as they are. You need not study much. You will see the Dhamma for
yourself. Observe your own mind. If you cut off this verbal, thinking mind, you
will have a true standard for judging. Practice in this way and the rest will
follow.
Traditionally, the Eightfold Path is taught with eight steps, Right
understanding, Right Speech, Right Concentration, and so forth. But the true Eightfold
Path is within us - two eyes, two ears, two nostrils, a tongue, and a body. These
eight doors are our entire Path and the mind is the one that walks on the Path.
Know these doors, examine them, and all the dhammas will be revealed. The heart
of the Path is so simple. No need for long explanations. Give up clinging to love
and hate, just rest with things as they are. That is all I do in my own practice.
Do not try to become anything. Do not make yourself into anything. Do not be a
meditator. Do not become enlightened. When you sit, let it be. When you walk,
let it be. Grasp at nothing. Resist nothing. There are dozens of meditation techniques
to develop samadhi and many kinds of vipassana. But it all comes back to this
- just let it all be.
You will see that when the heart/mind is unattached,
it is abiding in its normal state. When it stirs from the normal because of various
thoughts and feelings, the process of thought construction takes place, in which
illusions are created. Learn to see through this process. When the mind has stirred
from normal, it leads away from right practice to one of extremes of indulgence
or aversion, thereby creating more illusion, more thought construction. Good or
bad only arises in your mind. If you keep a watch on your mind, studying this
one topic your whole life, I guarantee you will never be bored.
For the most
part, our thinking follows sense objects, and wherever our thoughts lead us, we
follow. However, thinking and wisdom are different. In wisdom, the mind becomes
still, unmoving, and we are simply aware, simply acknowledging. Normally, when
sense objects come, we think about, dwell on and worry about them. Yet none of
those sense objects is substantial. All are impermanent, unsatisfactory, and empty.
Mind is one thing, the one who knows is another. From the beginning I have
practiced like this. We want to see the truth not in a book or as an ideal but
in our own minds. As the mind becomes attached again, examine each new situation
- do not stop looking, keep at it. Then attachment will find nowhere to rest.
This is the way I myself have practiced. If you practice like this, true tranquility
is found in activity, in the midst of sense objects. When you make contact with
sense objects, contemplate: impermanent, unsatisfactory, not self. File everything
under these three categories, and keep contemplating.
Everywhere you look
is the Dhamma. There is nothing in the world that is not Dhamma. But you must
understand. Happiness and unhappiness, pleasure and pain are always with us. When
you understand their nature, the Buddha and the Dhamma are right there. It is
simple and direct once you understand. When pleasant things arise, understand
that they are empty. When unpleasant things arise, understand that they are not
you, not yours; they pass away. If you don't relate to phenomena as being you
or see yourself as their owner, the mind comes into balance. This balance is the
correct path, the correct teaching of the Buddha that leads to liberation, non-grasping
or vimukti.
When you understand this balance, then the path becomes clear.
As you grow in understanding, when things come that are pleasant, you will realize
that they are empty. Finally, as you travel further along the path, you will come
to see that nothing in the world has any essential value. There is nothing to
hold on to.
Everything is like an old banana peel or a coconut husk - you
have no use for it, no fascination with it. When you see that things in the world
are like banana peels, then you are free to walk in the world without being bothered
or hurt in any way. This is the path that brings you to freedom.
The very desire
to be free or to be enlightened will be the desire that prevents your freedom.
You can try hard as you wish, practice ardently night and day, but if you still
have the desire to achieve, you will never find the peace. The energy from this
desire will cause doubt and restlessness. No matter how long and hard you practice,
wisdom will not arise from desire. Simply let go. Watch the mind and body mindfully,
but don't try to achieve anything. The practice is to sit and let your heart become
still and concentrated and then to use that concentration to examine the nature
of the mind and body. Otherwise, if you simply make the heart/mind quiet, it will
be peaceful and free of defilement only as long as you sit. This is like using
a stone to cover a garbage pit; when you take away the stone, the pit is still
infested and full of garbage.
Examining the mind and body most directly does
not involve the use of thought. There are two levels of examination. One is thoughtful
and discursive. The other is a silent, concentrated, inner listening. Only when
the heart is concentrated and still can real wisdom naturally arise. It is this
seeing that leads you to learn about change, about emptiness, and about the selflessness
of body and mind.
The Buddha talked about two styles of practice: liberation
through wisdom and liberation through concentration. People whose style is liberation
through wisdom hear the Dhamma and immediately begin to understand it. Since the
entire teaching is simply to let go of things, to let things be, they begin the
practice of letting go in a very natural way, without a great deal of effort or
concentration. Some people on the other hand, depending on their background, need
a lot more concentration. They have to sit and practice in a very disciplined
way over a long period of time. For them, this concentration, if it is used properly,
becomes the basis for deep, penetrating insight. Any of the tools of our practice
can bring us to liberation. Even the precepts - whether five precepts for householders,
the ten precepts for novices, or the 227 precepts for monks can be used in the
same way. Because these are disciplines that require mindfulness and surrender.
There is no limit to their usefulness. The Dhamma of the Buddha is not found in
books. If you want to really see for yourself what the Buddha was talking about,
you don't need to bother with books. Watch your own mind. Examine to see how feelings
and thoughts come and go. Don't be attached to anything. Just be mindful of whatever
there is to see. This is the way to the truths of the Buddha. Be natural. Everything
you do in your life is a chance to practice. It is all Dhamma. When you do your
chores, try to be mindful. There is Dhamma in emptying spittoons!
The Dhamma
belongs to no one; it has no owner. It arises in the world when the world manifests,
yet stands alone as the truth. It is always here, unmoving, limitless, for all
who seek it. It is like water underground - whoever digs a well finds it. Yet
whether or not you dig, it is always here, underlying all things. What is this
Buddha? When we see with the eye of wisdom, we know that the Buddha is timeless,
unborn, unrelated to any body, any history, and any image. Buddha is the ground
of all being, the realization of the truth of the unmoving mind. So the Buddha
was not enlightened in India. In fact he was never enlightened, was never born,
and never died. This timeless Buddha is our true home, our abiding place. When
we take refuge in the Buddha, Dhamma and Sangha, all things in the world are free
for us. They become our teacher, proclaiming the one true nature of life. Truth
is hidden in untruth, permanence in impermanence.
The Buddha made a distinction
between ultimate truth and conventional truth. The idea of a self is merely a
concept, a convention. To understand not-self, you have to meditate. If you only
intellectualize, your head will explode. When you see beyond self, you no longer
cling to happiness, and when you no longer cling to happiness, you can begin to
be truly happy.
The language of the Dhamma is the same for all people - the
language of experience. There is a great difference between concepts and direct
experience. Whosoever puts a finger into a glass of hot water will have the same
experience of 'hot' but it is called by many words in different languages. In
the Christian religion, for example, one of the most important holidays is Christmas.
If Christmas is an occasion where people make a particular effort to do what is
good and kind and helpful to others in some way, that's important and wonderful,
no matter what system you use to describe it. I teach this way to enable people
to let go of their attachments to various concepts and to see what is happening
in a straightforward and natural way. Anything that inspires us to see what is
true and do what is good is proper practice. You may call it anything you like.
Greed and hatred are the same in an Eastern or a Western mind. Suffering and the
cessation of suffering are the same for all people.
Our defilements are like
a cat. If you feed it, it will keep coming around. Our suffering comes from our
own wrong understanding, our attachment to various mental activities. We must
train our mind like a buffalo: the buffalo is our thinking the owner is the meditator.
Gradually we have to change our habitual ways of thinking and feeling. We must
see how we suffer when we think in terms of me and mine. Then we can let go. Right
understanding ultimately means nondiscrimination - seeing all people the same,
neither good nor bad.
Our discrimination colors everything. This is the world
we create. Two persons are watching a flag: one says it is the wind that moves
the other say it is the flag. They can argue forever. For it is the mind that
moves. Why is sugar sweet and water tasteless? It is just their nature. So too
with thinking and stillness, pain and pleasure. Ultimately, things are just as
they are - only comparisons cause us to suffer. It is like a monkey jumping senselessly.
Its behavior is driven not by dispassion but by different forms of aversion and
fear. You have to learn to control. We can see the mind as a lotus. Some lotuses
are still stuck in the mud, some have climbed above the mud but are still under
water, some have reached the surface, while others are open in the sun, stain-free.
Which lotus do you choose to be? As you grow in Dhamma, you should have a teacher
to instruct and advise you. Respect the teacher and follow the rules and system
of practice.
True teachers speak only of the difficult practice of giving
up or getting rid of the self. Whatever may happen, do not abandon the teacher.
Alas, only a few who study Buddhism really want to practice. But some people can
only study in a logical way. Few are willing to die and be born again free. I
feel sorry for the rest. When I had been practicing only for two or three years,
I still could not trust myself. I learnt to trust my own heart. You will reach
a point where the heart tells you what to do. Continue contemplating. The Buddha
taught that with things that come about of their own, once you have done your
work, you can leave the results to nature, to the power of your accumulated karma.
Whether the fruit of wisdom comes quickly or slowly, you cannot force it, just
as you cannot force the growth of a tree you have planted. If the mind does not
know what it needs to do, it will try to force the plant to grow and flower and
give fruit in one day. Just practice in the right direction and leave the rest
to your karma. Then, whether it takes one or one hundred or one thousand lifetimes,
your practice will be at peace.
Proper effort is not the effort to make something
particular happens. It is the effort to be aware and awake in each moment, the
effort to overcome laziness and defilement, the effort to make each activity of
our day meditation. Right effort and virtue are not a question of what you do
outwardly but to constant inner awareness and restraint. Do not be attached to
big and small, important and unimportant. If the human mind is left to so-called
natural impulses, untrained, it is full of greed, hatred, and delusion and suffers
accordingly. Yet through practice we can allow our wisdom and love to grow naturally
until it blossoms in any surroundings.
Constantly watch over your mind as
a parent watches over a child. You must constantly make the effort to know yourself.
It is necessary as your breathing, which continues in all situations. Rely on
yourself. Do not find fault with others. If they behave wrongly, there is no need
to make yourself suffer. When the Buddha studied under various teachers, he realized
their ways were lacking, but he did not disparage them. After he found enlightenment,
he respectfully remembered those he had studied with and wanted to share his newfound
knowledge with them. Real love is wisdom. What most people think of as love is
just an impermanent feeling. If you have a nice taste every day, you will soon
get tired of it. We cannot suppress nor forbid such feelings. We just should not
cling to or identify with them but should know them for what they are. Boredom
is a real problem; if we look closely we can see that the mind is always active.
The Buddha says not to trust the mind because it is defiled, impure, does not
yet embody virtue or Dhamma. The texts only provide an example and can cause you
to lose yourself because they are based on memories and concepts. Conceptual thinking
creates illusion and embellishment beyond the simple truth here in front of you.
Do everything with a mind that lets go.
Doubting is natural. Everyone starts
with doubts. You can learn a great deal from them. What is important is that you
don't identify with your doubts. That is, don't get caught up in them, letting
your mind spin in endless circles. Instead, watch the whole process of doubting,
of wondering. See who it is that doubts. See how doubts come and go. Just let
go of what you are attached to. Let go of your doubts and simply watch. This is
how to end doubting
There is one essential point that all good practice must
come eventually come to - not clinging. In the end, you must let go of all meditation
systems. Nor can you cling to the teacher. If a system leads to relinquishment,
to not clinging, then it is correct practice. Let go of your opinions and watch
yourself. If you are annoyed, watch the annoyance in your own mind. Just be mindful
of your own actions; simply examine yourself and your feelings. Then you will
understand. This is the way to practice. Just try to keep your mind in the present.
Whatever arises in the mind, just watch it and let go of it. Don't' even wish
to be rid of thoughts. No discrimination between good and bad, hot and cold, fast
and slow. No you and me, no self at all - just what it is. If doubts arise, watch
them come and go. It is very simple. Hold on to nothing. It is as though you are
walking down a road. Periodically you will run into obstacles. When you meet defilements,
just see them and overcome them by letting them go. Don't think about the obstacles
you've already passed; don't worry about those you have not yet seen. Stick to
the present. Don't be concerned about the length of the road or the destination.
Everything is changing. Whatever you pass, don't cling to it. Eventually the mind
will reach its natural balance where practice is automatic. All things will come
and go of themselves.
You must get rid of your cleverness. A cup filled with
dirty, stale water is useless. Only after the old water is thrown out can the
cup become useful. You must empty your mind of opinions; then you will see. If
you think, "I am clever, I am wealthy, I am important, I understand all about
Buddhism," you cover up the truth of anatta, or non-self. All you see is
self, I, and mine. But Buddhism is letting go of self - voidness, emptiness, Nirvana.
If you think yourself better than others, you will only suffer. Body, speech,
and mind all make karma when we cling. We create habits that can make us suffer
in future. All things are conditioned by cause. But you need not bother to think
about past, present, or future; merely watch the body and mind now. Don't cling
to or watch others. If I take poison, I suffer. No need for you to share it with
me. When you get angry and feel sorry for yourself, it is a great opportunity
to understand the mind. The Buddha called the defilements our teachers. People
with little education and worldly knowledge can practice easily. You must be patient.
When I was a young monk, I did not have it as hard as you. I knew the language
and was eating my native food. Even so, some days I despaired. I wanted to disrobe
or even commit suicide. This kind of suffering comes from wrong views. When you
have seen the truth, though, you are freed from views and opinions. Everything
becomes peaceful but peace too must be seen as impermanent. If you are attached
to peaceful states of mind, you will suffer when you do not have them. Give up
everything, even peace.
To act in ways that are kind and wholesome is the
most basic way to further the teaching of Buddha. To do what is good, to help
other people, to work with charity and morality, brings good results, brings a
cool and happy mind for you and others. To teach other people is a beautiful and
important responsibility that one should accept with a full heart. The way to
do it properly is to understand that in teaching others you must always be teaching
yourself. You have to take care of your own practice and your own purity. It's
not enough to simply tell others what's correct. You must work with what you teach
in your own heart, being unwaveringly honest with yourself and with others. Acknowledge
what is pure and what is not. The essence of the Buddha's teaching is to learn
to see things truthfully, fully and clearly. Seeing the truth in itself brings
freedom.
You must examine yourself. Know who you are. Know your body and mind
by simply watching. In sitting, in sleeping, in eating, know your limits. Use
wisdom. The practice is not to achieve anything. Just be mindful of what is. Don't
practice too strictly. Don't get caught up with outward form. Simply be natural
and watch. Watching others is bad practice. Don't discriminate. Would you be upset
at a small tree in the forest for not being tall and straight like some others?
Don't judge other people. No need to carry the burden of wishing to change them
all. Learn the value of giving and of devotion. Practice morality; live simply
and naturally; watch the mind.
There is no one here, just this. No owner,
no one to be old, to be young, to be good or bad, weak or strong. Just this, that's
all. Various elements of nature playing them out, all empty. No one born and no
one to die. Those who speak of death are speaking the language of ignorant children.
In the language of the heart, of Dhamma, there is no such thing. In ending, I
hope that you will continue your journeys and practice with much wisdom. Use the
understanding that you have already developed to persevere in practice. With the
proper effort and with time, understanding will unfold by itself. But in all cases,
use your own natural wisdom.
What we have spoken of is what I feel is helpful
to you. If you do it, you can come to the end of all doubt. Only you can do that.
From now on it's up to you.
Glossary
1. Consciousness (Vinnana): The knowing
faculty of mind, that aspect of mind which knows the sense objects arising and
passing away at the six sense doors.
2. Defilements (lobha, dosa, moha): The
mental factors of greed, hatred and delusion, and mental states which arise with
these as their root.
3. Dependent Origination (Paticcasamupada): The principle
of this doctrine is given in a short formula of four lines:-
When this is,
that is
When this is not, that is not
This arising, that arises
This
ceasing, that ceases