A Remedy for Despair
By Bhikkhu Bodhi
Most of us live in the cramped cold cages of our private projects, frantically
struggling to stake out our own little comfortable place in the sun. Driven in
circles by anxious yearnings and beckoning desires, we rarely ever glance aside
to see how our neighbor is faring, and when we do it is usually only to assure
ourselves that he is not trying to encroach upon our own domain or to find some
means by which we might extend our dominion over his.
Occasionally, however, it somehow happens that we manage to detach ourselves from
our obsessive pursuits long enough to arrive at a wider clearing. Here our focus
of concern undergoes a remarkable shift. Lifted above our habitual fixation on
myopic goals, we are brought to realize that we share our journey from birth to
death with countless other beings who, like ourselves, are each intent on a quest
for the good.
This realization, which often topples our egocentric notions of the good, broadens
and deepens our capacity for empathy. By breaking down the walls of self-concern
it allows us to experience, with a particularly inward intimacy, the desire all
beings cherish to be free from harm and to find an inviolable happiness and security.
Nevertheless, to the extent that this flowering of empathy is not a mere emotional
effusion but is accompanied by a facility for accurate observation, it can easily
turn into a chute plunging us down from our new-found freedom into a chasm of
anguish and despair.
For when, with eyes unhindered by emotively tinged blinkers, we turn to contemplate
the wide expanse of the world, we find ourselves gazing into a mass of suffering
that is vertiginous in its volume and ghastly in its intensity. The guarantor
of our complacency is the dumb thoughtless glee with which we acquiesce in our
daily ration of sensual excitation and ego-enhancing kudos. Let us raise our heads
a little higher and cast our eyes about, and we behold a world steeped in pain
where the ills inherent in the normal life-cycle are compounded still more by
the harshness of nature, the grim irony of accident, and the cruelty of human
beings.
As we grope about for a handle to prevent ourselves from plummeting down into
the pits of despondency, we may find the support we need in a theme taught for
frequent recollection by the Buddha: "Beings are the owners of their kamma,
the heirs of their kamma; they are molded, formed and upheld by their kamma, and
they inherit the results of their own good and bad deeds." Often enough this
reflection has been proposed as a means to help us adjust to the vicissitudes
in our personal fortunes: to accept gain and loss, success and failure, pleasure
and pain, with a mind that remains unperturbed. This same theme, however, can
also serve a wider purpose, offering us succor when we contemplate the immeasurably
greater suffering in which the multitudes of our fellow beings are embroiled.
Confronted with a world that is ridden with conflict, violence, exploitation and
destruction, we feel compelled to find some way to make sense out of their evil
consequences, to be able to see in calamity and devastation something more than
regrettable but senseless quirks of fate. The Buddha's teaching on kamma and its
fruit gives us the key to decipher the otherwise unintelligible stream of events.
It instructs us to recognize in the diverse fortunes of living beings, not caprice
or accident, but the operation of a principle of moral equilibrium which ensures
that ultimately a perfect balance obtains between the happiness and suffering
beings undergo and the ethical quality of their intentional actions
Contemplation on the operation of kamma is not a cold and calculated expedient
for justifying a stoical resignation to the status quo. The pathways of kamma
are labyrinthine in their complexity, and acceptance of this causal order does
not preclude a battle against human avarice, brutality and stupidity or stifle
beneficent action intended to prevent unwholesome deeds from finding the opportunity
to ripen. Deep reflection on kammic retribution does, however, brace us against
the shocks of calamity and disappointment by opening up to our vision the stubborn
unwieldiness of a world ruled by greed, hate and delusion, and the deep hidden
lawfulness connecting its turbulent undercurrents with the back-and-forth swing
of surface events. While on the one hand this contemplation awakens a sense of
urgency, a drive to escape the repetitive round of deed and result, on the other
it issues in equanimity, an unruffled inner poise founded upon a realistic grasp
of our existential plight
Genuine equanimity, which is far from callous indifference, sustains us in our
journey through the rapids of samsára. Bestowing upon us courage and endurance,
it enables us to meet the fluctuations of fortune without being shaken by them,
and to look into the face of the world's sufferings without being shattered by
them.
