The Sharp Sword of Prajna
by
Judy Lief
Mahayana is referred to as "the great vehicle" of Buddhism
because it is vast and challenging and open to everyone. At the heart of the mahayana
path are compassion and wisdom, or prajna. For the practitioner, the challenge
is how to bring these two together.
Prajna is a Sanskrit word literally meaning
"best knowledge," or "best knowing." Prajna is a natural bubbling
up of curiosity, doubt and inquisitiveness. It is precise, but at the same time
it is playful. The awakening of prajna applies to all aspects of life, down to
the tiniest details. Our inquisitive interest encompasses all levels, from the
most mundane, such as how do I turn on this computer, up to such profound levels
as, what is the nature of reality?
Prajna is symbolized in many ways: as a
book, a sun, a vase of elixir, as a catalytic spark. One of the main ways prajna
is symbolized is as a sword. When you think of a sword, it may make you feel a
little uncomfortable. A sword can be dangerous and if you do not handle it properly,
you can get hurt. So depicting prajna as a sword points to knowledge that's threatening.
Why is prajna threatening? Because prajna is the means by which we perceive
emptiness, or shunyata, it undermines our very notion of reality and the limits
we place on our world view. Opening to the vastness and profundity of shunyata
requires us to let go of our petty-mindedness and self-clinging completely.
Many
sutras deal with the topic of prajna. One of the most beloved is the extremely
concise and elegant exposition known as the Heart Sutra, which is recited daily
by Buddhists of many traditions. In such famed and provocative phrases as, "No
eyes, no ears, no nose, no tongue, no body, no mind
no suffering, no origin
of suffering, no cessation of suffering, no path
no wisdom, no attainment,
no nonattainment," the Heart Sutra, step by step, precisely and systematically-almost
surgically-removes any and all barriers separating us from the vivid experience
of shunyata.
The sharpness of prajna cuts at many levels. In the mundane sense,
prajna represents a sharpening of perception and inquisitiveness. As we go about
our lives, and particularly as we enter a spiritual path, we are always raising
questions. We are always trying to understand. Instead of just accepting a superficial
understanding, we think deeply and ask, "What do I really understand? Does
any of this make any sense whatsoever?" Prajna has this quality of creative
doubt-not just accepting things based on authority or hearsay, but continually
digging deeper.
In addition to being sharp, swords have sharp points and they
are able to puncture. The sharp-pointed sword of prajna punctures all sorts of
delusions, all sorts of self-deception, all sorts of false understandings and
false views. This puncturing quality of prajna is abrupt and immediate. It catches
you by surprise. Perhaps you are a new practitioner exploring the dharma, studying
these interesting new things and starting to practice meditation. Suddenly prajna
sneaks up on you and you feel skewered. You are caught. Prajna has caught you
in the act, whether it's the act of self-absorption, the act of being bloated,
or the act of lying to yourself. Prajna is a lying-free zone. Whenever we try
to remove ourselves from the present, immediate reality of things, we're setting
ourselves up as a target for this puncturing quality of prajna.
You could say
that prajna is a defense mechanism. If we keep bloating and bloating, at some
point we are punctured by prajna and the whole thing collapses. That's good, but
at the same time, this sharpness and puncturing quality can be seen as a threat.
We are threatened by the possibility of being found out, but since prajna is our
own inherent insight, who are we being found out by? By ourselves! It is not that
someone else is going to say, "Oh, I know your number." Through prajna,
deep down we actually know what's going on: we know our own number. To continue
to fool ourselves takes effort. If we don't work to keep fooling ourselves, pretending
that we don't really know what is going on, then sooner or later we are going
to be skewered.
You could view all this as a bit of a warning: as soon as
you enter the Buddhist path and start practicing meditation and studying the dharma,
you are picking up this sword of prajna. Now that you have this sharp thing, this
sword that skewers and cuts through ego trips of all sorts, you have to deal with
it.
The sword of prajna has two sharp sides, not just one. It's a double-bladed
sword, sharp on both sides, so when you make a stroke of prajna it cuts two ways.
When you cut through deception, you are also cutting through the ego's taking
credit for that. You're left nowhere, more or less.
The more mindfulness you
develop, the more powerfully the sword of prajna cuts. Once you have this sword,
it cuts every possibility of escape. But no one is doing this to you-it is your
own intelligence, not some cosmic boogey man. The stroke of prajna is like hara-kiri.
As you are holding the sword, you take your back stroke, getting ready to attack-and
you find you've sliced yourself in two. Prajna never stops cutting. If you are
pruning a plant, you can just say, "I'll just prune, prune, prune and then
I'll have this little twig left over to grow back." But prajna keeps cutting
and keeps cutting, so there's nothing left over, just this sword, slicing and
slicing.
Prajna does not allow us to make a credential or ground out of anything.
We could create credentials out of anything we do, including spirituality or the
Buddhist tradition or the practice of meditation. We could use any of those things
in our usual, conventional way of building credentials, building identity, trying
to be special. We could say, "Now I'm a spiritual person who does blabbady-blah-blah."
The response of prajna is, "Well, that's fine. You can say that, but you
know that it doesn't hold a lot of water. You know that it's not all that solid."
The sword of prajna cuts through our clinging to solid ground.
Another image
for prajna is the sun: the sun of prajna is illuminating our world. If we're inquisitive,
if we're attentive, a kind of natural illumination happens. There is light shining
on the dark corners and a sense of being under the spotlight, totally exposed.
What is funny is that we actually think we can hide. How could we think that?
How could we think that we actually don't know who we are? But a lot of times
we take the approach of not really wanting to look too closely at ourselves or
at our lives. We just look the other way and move on. However, there's no corner
where the sun of prajna isn't shining. Prajna is like having a sun shining all
around, everywhere, never setting.
Once you open up to prajna, to this fundamental
inquisitiveness, it tends to burst into full flame. It is like a little spark
dropped into a pile of dry leaves. Once there is that little spark, that little
bit of insight, that little bit of suspicion we actually know more than we think
we do-it explodes, it's all consuming.
Prajna is represented iconographically
by the feminine deity Prajnaparamita and the masculine deity Manjushri. Prajnaparamita
is depicted as a beautiful feminine deity with four arms. Two arms are folded
on her lap in the classic posture of meditation, and her two other arms hold a
sword and a book. Through these gestures, she manifests three aspects of prajna:
academic knowledge, cutting through deception, and direct perception of emptiness.
As the masculine deity personifying knowledge, Manjushri is also depicted
holding a sword. Sometimes he also holds a vase filled with the elixir of knowledge,
which symbolizes direct intuitive insight. The sword is the activity of prajna
and the vase is the receptive aspect of learning. Sometimes Manjushri holds a
book and a flower. The book symbolizes scholarly learning and the flower represents
the organic unfolding of prajna, which like a flower, naturally opens and blossoms.
It does not need to be forced.
Prajna has to do with cultivating inquisitiveness
of mind, cultivating deep understanding that is not a mere credential but transforms
who we are altogether. How can prajna be cultivated? The process of deepening
our understanding is referred to as the three levels of prajna, or the three prajnas.
These are called hearing, contemplating, and meditating.
The first prajna,
hearing, is based on being open to new information, gathering knowledge, and really
trying to listen. Although it is called hearing, in addition to listening with
one's ears, it also includes reading and observing through all our senses. When
you hear the dharma or listen to the teachings, you are supposed to be like a
deer in the woods. You hear a noise-footsteps on leaves-and you don't know if
that noise is a hunter or a mountain lion. At that moment your senses perk up
completely. You are focused and ready to leap from danger, if need be. You are
absolutely alert and absolutely tuned into the environment. That quality of refined
alertness and attention is the quality of hearing. You need to listen to the teachings
as though your life depended on it. That is the proper way to go about the first
prajna.
However, at this point, we see knowledge as something that's separate
from us, an object out there that we are trying to figure out how to deal with.
To go deeper, we turn to the second prajna, contemplating. Once we've heard or
read or experienced something, contemplation means really chewing it over. We
continually question what we have heard, looking at it from different angles,
taking time to explore it. I remember my teacher, Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche,
saying that if you really understand the teachings, you should be able to describe
them to your grandmother in a way that she can hear it. That's pretty challenging-you
can't just march in and lay out your cookie-cutter talk or your many layers of
lists and terms. You have to have chewed things over and really thought it through.
You need to get to the point where you can express the teachings in your own words,
your own images. You need to find your voice, and that takes time. That is the
idea of contemplation.
Studying the Buddhist teachings is not like going to
school, where you take one course after another. In the Buddhist tradition, you
take one or two things and you study them over and over and over. You take a topic
and you come back to it and come back to it. You work with it your whole life.
Over and over you come back to a few basic ideas, and each time there's a deepening
of your understanding. The process of contemplation is a long-term relationship,
like that of an old married couple. It does not happen quickly; it takes time.
The
third prajna is called meditating. This is the point where you have studied something
so thoroughly, looked into it so completely, that it's not separate from you anymore.
It is part of who you are, down to your very bones and marrow. The prajna of meditation
means that you have actually digested the teachings. There's no need to try to
call the dharma down from somewhere, or make an effort to reconstruct it, because
it's already there. It's in your cells and your DNA.
Hearing is like putting
a morsel of food in your mouth. Contemplating is like swallowing that food and
starting to digest it and seeing whether it gives you indigestion or not. Meditating
is when you've already digested it and that food is a part of you. It cannot be
separated from you; it is completely incorporated in your being. You have taken
the essence and you've discarded anything that's irrelevant, the same as we do
with the food we eat or the air we breathe. The whole process is as natural as
eating.
Usually we think that knowledge means having all the answers, but the
quality of prajna is more like having all the questions. The phrase Trungpa Rinpoche
used over and over again was, "The question is the answer." We're looking
in the wrong direction if we think some path or some teacher or some book or some
practice is going to provide us with "the ultimate answer." What we
really should be looking for is the ultimate question. We could learn to trust
our questioning mind. We could learn to trust our insight without reducing it
or pinning it down into our conventional categories. In fact, prajna can't be
pigeonholed. That would be like trying to put the sun into a pigeonhole. It simply
doesn't work.
What is this knowledge that can't be possessed, that we can't
hold, that isn't our credentials, that isn't an object? What is this knowledge
that seems to only appear when we're not trying to grasp it? What is that knowledge
that seems to come from nowhere? What is this knowledge that is inspiring, but
at the same time threatening? What is this knowledge that challenges us to recognize
what we know but prefer to keep buried? What is this penetrating insight that
leads us to the direct experience of emptiness?
Fundamentally prajna is big
questioning mind. It is big questioning, not even mind.
Judy Lief is a senior
teacher (acharya) of Shambhala Buddhism. She is the author of Making Friends with
Death: A Buddhist Guide to Encountering Mortality.