Shunyata
Teaching by Lama Zasep
Tulku Rinpoche
September 1998, Vancouver, BC, Canada
So there's still self-grasping
and self-cherishing, self-grasping and even now the self-grasping, the grasping
of personality, will arise. So the realization of shunyata is considered very
important, and the realization of shunyata -- once you have a taste of shunyata,
a glimpse of realization of shunyata, or emptiness -- that realization is very
powerful. And it will eradicate all kinds of defilements.
And one of the famous
Buddhist Mahayana scriptures called the 400 Verses by Aryadeva, it says, "Even
those with few merits have no doubt about this Dharma. Even those who still have
their doubt will tear existence to tatters." So it means those people who
have little merit and does not have doubts about shunyata, doubt does not arise,
in other words question does not arise. This means in order to have some question
or understanding or arising question, you ask question, "What is shunyata?
What is no-self? What is the doctrine of no-self? I'd like to find out about this
question of emptiness." But in order to have that kind of question arise,
be able to have that kind of question arise, one must have some merit, some virtuous
mind, because this question is a very profound question.
And once you have
that question, "I want to know what is emptiness? What does that mean? What
does shunyata mean? Is shunyata and emptiness are the same thing, or different?
What does that mean?" If you have questions -- if you're questioning, if
you're questioning and analyzing, doing some sort of analytical meditation, read,
think and discuss and debate, having doubt -- that in itself is very meaningful.
He said because of that mind will make samsara, the power of that mind makes samsara
become -- how shall I say? English word tatters -- like you have a piece of cloth,
you chop it down, make it become pieces. Or chopping vegetables, become small
pieces. Chop a brick, make little bricks. Crashing rocks, become little rocks.
Like that. When you have doubts about shunyata, this is good doubt. Doubt is good
and actually there are different kinds of doubt. This kind of doubt is questioning
doubt.
Normally we don't even have doubt because we are so caught up with
worldly things and worldly existence. And we have this thick kind of mind, you
know, black and white mind, good/bad, absolute good and absolute bad, right and
wrong, and so on and so forth. When you arise questions, when you ask questions,
"What is right? What is wrong? Is there right or wrong, and what does that
mean?" Anyway, questioning about shunyata is very powerful. It says it is
very meaningful. It is worthwhile to investigate, spend time on studying and meditating.
So it is not easy to understand. Sometimes we think, "Why do we make
such a big deal about this shunyata, this so-called emptiness? If it's all emptiness,
why bother?" We do know everything's impermanent. At some point everything
disappears, everything falls apart, deteriorates, degenerates, or gone. Everything
becomes history -- life, society, and wealth, possessions, family and one's own
body, and so forth. Everything becomes history, we know. We know intellectually,
but knowing intellectually is different than knowing what you feel.
So we
ask this question, "What is this emptiness? Why is it so important? What
is the big deal?" So we ask questions, but it's difficult to understand.
That's why there are so many interpretations about shunyata according to different
schools of thought, schools of Buddhism. And according to Buddhist history there
are two main Mahayana schools and two main Hinayana schools and they all have
different interpretations about shunyata. And within those two Mahayana schools,
they also have slightly different interpretations of what is shunyata. And then
within Tibetan tradition, we have four different lineages or sects, and each lineage
or sect has a little bit different interpretations of shunyata. Within one sect,
also, there are also a different interpretation according to different lamas or
different philosophers.
So why are there so many different interpretations?
Because this topic is very difficult to understand, and therefore, according to
teaching, according to lineage, suggests that one should study this teaching very
carefully. One should study first intellectually, find the right kind of text
and commentary. Read and read, over and over, and then ask some explanation on
these topics. And one should take teachings and commentary from a qualified master
or teacher. And then one can have some intellectual understanding about shunyata.
And intellectual understanding alone is not enough. One has to experience.
Conceptual understanding alone is not enough. One has to experience. Therefore,
it is necessary to practice the preliminary practice. It is necessary to do preliminary
meditation. It suggests that one should do foundation practice, such as Vajrasattva
practice, prostration, and so forth. Also one should rely on guru and yiddam --
the deities. One should make request and ask them to, when you need help, to purify
our mind. And we need to accumulate merit, accumulate virtue.
So it is necessary
to do those practices and then meditate on it. Meditate on emptiness. According
to teaching, first one should first do meditation on emptiness of self, as I mentioned
before, like the meditation that we did.
So you meditate and ask the question,
"Where is me?" or "Where is I?" So you go through and let's
say you look at yourself, look at your body, slowly go through from the top of
your head to the bottom of your feet. And where is I, where is me? You look at
your face, your body, your skin, your hands, your arms, your stomach, your shoulder,
your chest, your thigh, your knee, your feet, your toes. Is this me? Is this so?
This is body. This is my body. This is only body. This is skin, this is human
skin, this is flesh and bone. This is not me. Otherwise, there's too many self,
too many "I" because we have so many parts. Our body has so many parts.
The human body is very complicated. There's so many things in the body, the
way the body is made. It takes so long to study, to know about human body. You
have to go to school and study. Then especially if you want to study about the
brain and it takes so long to understand, perhaps you never understand how it
works. Similarly, the heart and organs and so forth. So if this body is me, there
would be so many me's so many self, so many I's, that's not possible. There's
only one self, one "I", one so-called "I". So this body, it
can't be me. I don't think this is me. This is not me.
So when you find out
the body is not me, then what about feelings or perception, or the mind? So you
break down, and you study intellectually and analyze logically. You study each
individual skandas are not self, not me.
What about mind, then? Maybe mind
is me. The mind who says, "Me" is me, must be me. Again, mind is even
more complicated than the body. So many types of mind: positive mind, virtuous
mind, non-virtuous mind, according to Buddhist philosophy there are fifty-one
secondary minds and ten virtuous minds, twenty non-virtuous minds and so on and
so forth. So many different mental events, mental factors. We have six major,
what we call basic defilements or delusions, like ignorance, attachments, anger,
jealousy, and doubt and wrong view and so forth. Like that, so many types of mind.
So if the mind is me, or self, there will be so many again me and self. And that's
not possible. So mind is also not me.
So then, where is me? And finally you
can only say, "There is not really me. I'm not absolutely sure there is no
me, but I can only say there is not me, because I can't find me. I don't know
what happened to me. [Laughter.] I always believed, I always felt there is me
since I was a little child. Begin to talk about, begin to say Mommy, Daddy, puppy,
cat, and then me, me, me. Since then I always say me, and I, and self, and I always
thought there was self, there's a me. But now I find out there is no real me,
no real me. Me is only concept. I realize something now." So why do we call
me then? If there is no me, why do we fool ourselves? Why do we call ourselves
me, me, or you? Why?
We have to because we have to communicate on a conventional
level. We have to put labels on so many things, labels like table and watch and
clock and teacup and book and so on and so forth. We have to put those labels
in order to live and function, to survive, and so putting labels on things --
she, me, you, he, and five people, three people. Like, I heard, according to Australian
Aborigine, certain tribal people, they don't have many numbers. After five, then
there's no numbers. So, "one person, three people, five people," then
after that, "many people." "Many people." So I guess they
don't need to count ten people, twenty people, fifty people. They didn't need
to count people. And numbers are not so important. Just say, "Many people
or few people. Some people." So it's a concept. So we put this label of "self",
"me", but when we meditate on self, there is no self.
Then we meditate
on others the same way. If I meditate on certain person, likewise the same way
I meditate on myself, I turn around, meditate on, "There is no real he or
she inherently existent." So then what is different between I and you, she
and me, he and me? On a relative level we are different -- we are different persons,
different beings, different human beings -- but what is really different? We have
separate bodies; otherwise, what is different? Likewise, all things are like that.
Shunyata
Teaching by
Lama Zasep Tulku Rinpoche
September 1998, Vancouver, BC, Canada
Then after
we meditate on emptiness of personality, and when you go up the realization, some
realization of emptiness of personality, or emptiness of person or emptiness of
self, then you meditate on emptiness of other things, other than person. One should
meditate on emptiness of other phenomena. You will find it the same way. Then
you could also meditate on emptiness. What about emptiness itself? Does emptiness
exist inherently or not? Then you find emptiness does not exist inherently. Emptiness
is also empty. There's a book I think I saw called, "The Emptiness of Emptiness."
So then, ultimately, everything is one energy, one essence. At the same time,
on a relative level, there are many. So when we meditate on emptiness, shunyata,
we need to ask questions. Emptiness does not mean nothingness. Shunyata does not
mean nothingness. So now we have a lot of confusions about this thing. Like, many
people understand intellectually. Many people have a good understanding about
shunyata. Many people have a sort of, how should I say, intuitive understanding
about shunyata, or emptiness, but they don't have intellectual understanding.
They don't know how to express. They don't know how to express. A lot of times
we do have deep, inner, or what we call innate understanding, sort of intuitive
understanding of emptiness. We don't know how to communicate or how to say. Sometimes
we don't find the words, right kind of term. When we find some kind of term, when
we try to say it, then it becomes funny. And then it's confused, confusing. Then
you feel it's better not to say anything, just experience, just feel.
And
some people have so much intellectual understanding, but no feeling inside, no
intuitive understanding. Doesn't really have much deep feeling. So some people
have a glimpse of understanding, some people have no clue, no understanding at
all, and no foggiest idea. And some people are completely wrong. So there are
so many questions.
That's why it's suggested one should do analytical meditation,
and that's why it's suggested one should debate, so here I'd like to talk about
debating a little bit, according to Tibetan tradition. You have seen videotapes
of lamas debating. You have seen those monks who came to Vancouver and did tour,
chanting tour, and at some point those monks are debating. One monk sitting on
the floor and three monks jumping on this one monk and clapping their hands and
laughing and shouting and you don't know what they're talking about. You've seen
these pictures. You saw, right? You have seen, some of you. And some of you have
been to India, went to the monasteries and saw monks and nuns are debating in
Dharamsala, and you have seen, perhaps in Tibet, too, in Sera Monastery and Ganden
Monastery. And so we don't know what they're discussing.
We have a funny --
I'd like to tell you a funny story. Most Tibetan people, lay people, who haven't
really studied Dharma, they don't even know what these monks are debating, what
they're talking about. And because they're using philosophical terms, they're
not using ordinary words. They do use sometimes, use ordinary words, but its meaning
is different. So one nomad man, fellow, came visited Sera Monastery. He went there
and he saw these two young monks debating and arguing, very seriously arguing,
for hours and hours, sitting on the rock and in hot sun, summer day, you know.
And they are sweating and debating. So he overheard they're talking about, they're
arguing about "vase". We call "Bumpa" in Tibetan.
So one
monk is asking, "What is emptiness of vase?"
And the other answers,
"This is emptiness of vase."
"Tell me what is the definition
of vase according to the Parasangyimika Madhyamika school?"
And so on.
They were just debating. So this man thought, "Why are these two young monks
arguing about this vase? What a waste of time! Strange. I thought all the monks
sitting, meditating, chanting, praying, sitting like very holy man instead of
arguing, yelling and jumping around and clapping their hands. It looks like they're
swearing to the Buddha and looks very, sort of uncivilized and aggressive sometimes,
even aggressive." So he was kind of sad. He was a little disappointed. He
didn't know what was going on. So he went back to Lhasa.
The next day he came
back again, the same two monks debating about vase. So then he thought, "This
is not good. They should stop arguing. Not right. They should go in temple, prayer
in front of shrine."
So he went up to the monks and said, "Excuse
me. Yesterday I came here and you two were arguing about the vase. Today I came
and you two argue about the vase. Yesterday you argued for four hours. Today you've
been arguing for four hours. I feel very sad. Please don't argue. Tonight I'm
going back to Lhasa. And tomorrow I'll buy each of you a vase! Stop arguing about
vase. Forget about vase!" [Laughter.]
Now about debating at a monastery.
Debating is maybe the right term, maybe is not always the right term. They are
not always debating. I think the style of debating is different than I think the
style of debating in the west. Actually according to tradition, when you debate
there is no loser; there is no winner. It is also not really a competition. You
are not competing. And there's no loser or winner; there is no good guy or bad
guy.
And it is more like sharing the knowledge, sharing understanding. What
I have studied, what I know, I'd like to share with you. What you have learned
you share with me. We discuss. And find out differences. Maybe you learn something
different. You have studied more about certain philosophical point of view. Maybe
you have studied about interpretation of shunyata according to a particular Madhyamika
school, like Parasangyimika. Then I study a different school a different school
of Madhyamika, or you have studied a commentary on shunyata and a certain lama
according to the Gelugpa tradition, and I study different. Or maybe you studied
Kargyu tradition. I studied Sakyapa traditon, so here we sharing the differences.
And certain things are not different. We share that as well. Sharing and trying
to exchange views, now, and sharing knowledge and trying to help each other. Help
each other so you will not forget. See, after debating, it helps you not to forget.
You always remember.
And now, when you do formal debating, very formal, for
example examination, and when you are receiving a degree, like a what we call
Geshe degree, or there are many degrees. One can receive degree or recognition
or like certificate, a certain degree. And then there is a formal debate. So there
is a judge, there is a witness, like the abbots and the higher lamas or philosophers.
They are the judge, and they will judge you -- the way you debate and the way
you answer and the way you question. So then they will decide who has the best
understanding, who gave the best answer, who asked the best question. Then according
to the abbot or the judges of the monastery will give degree to certain monks,
like first degree, second degree, third degree. But that's sort of like recognition,
it's not a competition.
But most of the time when we're debating in a debating
class, you share what you have learned. See, before you actually debate a topic,
what you're going to debate, according to tradition you have to memorize the text.
Necessary you have to memorize the root text, maybe fifteen page, twenty page,
thirty page, certain kind of text, or maybe 100 page long. You have to memorize
the root text. Then you have to memorize certain outlines. So there's a lot of
memorizing. You have to memorize. When you debate, you're not allowed to bring
a text and read, or when you ask questions, you cannot read a text. And when you
answer the questions, you cannot read the text. Because anyone can read text.
You have to memorize, then you have to say, "Nargajuna said, according to
text called Madhyamika Mulamademika Karika, in verse 15, chapter 2, 'Dada dada
'"
You have to repeat or recite those verses and then you give a commentary. And
you ask commentary.
Let's say I am the debater. I am a person who is asking
questions, let's say to Cyndy. So I already memorized the verses, one or two verses,
whatever, and before you go debate, that day or the day before. Maybe could be
long ago, maybe I memorized the whole text. So I recite several verses or one
paragraph. I recite, then I say, "Could you please give commentary. I would
like you to give a commentary." So then if you don't know the commentary,
if you're not prepared, not sure, then you can say, "I cannot give you commentary
on this." So then I have to move on. I have to recite another verse or another
paragraph. "What about, maybe you can give me commentary on this." If
you know, or are not sure, you can kind of guess. "Well, I'm not sure, but
o.k., I'll try." And, "O.k., what did you say? O.k." And then you
give a commentary.
So this way I'm listening. I learn something from you,
the way you give a commentary. You may have more understanding than me, and so
I learn something from you. So now, also, you will find something more than when
you try to give your own commentary, your own interpretation. That is different
than what you read. That will be different than commentary written by certain
lama, even a great scholar. It's your own commentary, it's different, right? I
learn something from you.
So if we both agree that you are not sure, your
commentary is not clear and not completely accurate, then I will try to help you.
Say, "This part of your commentary is good, but this part is not very correct.
I would like to give a commentary." I could be also wrong while I give the
commentary to you. So then, at that point, another monk jumps in and says, "No,
you're wrong. You both are wrong, and that's not the way it is. This is how I
think. This is what a certain teacher like Nagarjuna said," and you give
another commentary.
So the dialogue goes on and on. So that is the style of
debating, certain style of debating. There's many things you can debate about.
In other words, it's a discussion. And then I could also ask question, definition.
This is a very important one. "Could you give me definition of shunyata?"
or "Let's change the subject. Let's talk about generosity. According to Dharma
it says there are three types of generosity: generosity of Dharma, generosity
of material aid, generosity of fearlessness or generosity of protection. There
are three types of generosity. So I would like to ask you, what are those three
generosities? So I would like to ask you to give me commentary, or first I would
like to ask you to give me a very precise definition of what is generosity of
Dharma? Then you tell me what is definition of generosity of material aid and
what is definition of generosity of protection." So you tell, you explain
the definition. You don't have to know exactly, you can just say what you think.
And then another topic is you ask divisions. First you discuss definition,
then divisions. Ok, how many are there? Are there different types of generosity
of Dharma, or not? And how many divisions? How many types of generosity are there
generally, divisions. So like that. It's discussion, lots of discussion, and then
division and then subdivision. Then subdivision of subdivision. And sometimes
you count with mala, fifteen different types of this, ten different types of this.
Sometimes they are not very exciting. They are kind of tiring, boring. At some
point you don't have the energy for clapping hands and jumping around, decide
to sit down and start counting using pebbles and rocks. [Laughter.] And using
mala. I even, one time I saw a monk with an abacus keep counting -- fifteen different
types of mind, three types of delusions, like an accountant, counting. There's
all kinds of ways of debating.
And also literal meaning, you can debate about
literal meaning, meaning of certain things, certain Dharma. And also the real
meaning. There's different kinds of literal meaning, real meaning. And interpreting
and un-interpreting teachings. Certain teachings cannot be interpreted, has to
be followed literally. Some teachings, sutras, has to be interpreted. One must
not follow it literally.
I should actually ask question to you, or let you
ask question. I think it's important we should have discussion. So if you have
any questions regarding style of debating, or shunyata, most welcome.